Seriously my head hurts...

I have been sitting here for about and hour trying to figure out what to type. Just finished talking to my older brother and my mom......I am still not sure what to write.

When you have family there is always good and bad times. Sometimes you can not control them, sometimes you can. Unfortunately this instance is something I can not control and it has been eating me up to a point where I can not study and focus on my state boards which are NEXT WEEK!!

All I can say is this right now....I love my brothers!!! Both of them and I know sometimes I can be a DB and I am sorry. I am proud of both of my brothers. Wayne has been at the same job for a while and when it is time to retire he willl be alright and well billie finishes law school and that is not small job. I missed my brothers while I was in washington and I have my days where I feel that the adjustment on being back in California has been a bit tough on me (not quite sure why...maybe all in head)

I think I do have a point in this blog and here it is (before I loose my train on though)....No matter how close your frinds may be when you have family remember they are your family for life!!

I hope this makes sense even in my own head!!!