Next week is it!!

So next week is it....California State Barbers Exam in Glendale California!! I have not done as much studying this week cause I have had a lot on my mine. Wayne told me to just relax keep studying and put everything aside.

This test is a big deal....I am actually pretty confident that I will do ok. The stressful thing is really all the extra stuff I have had to learn. Beth has done her best helping me out.

I wish wayne and I had more time to kick it around so cal after my test. When we get into town I pretty much focus on my test in the hotel room and get a good nights sleep.

Oh yeah, I want to go to Cisco Burger!!!!

Seriously my head hurts...

I have been sitting here for about and hour trying to figure out what to type. Just finished talking to my older brother and my mom......I am still not sure what to write.

When you have family there is always good and bad times. Sometimes you can not control them, sometimes you can. Unfortunately this instance is something I can not control and it has been eating me up to a point where I can not study and focus on my state boards which are NEXT WEEK!!

All I can say is this right now....I love my brothers!!! Both of them and I know sometimes I can be a DB and I am sorry. I am proud of both of my brothers. Wayne has been at the same job for a while and when it is time to retire he willl be alright and well billie finishes law school and that is not small job. I missed my brothers while I was in washington and I have my days where I feel that the adjustment on being back in California has been a bit tough on me (not quite sure why...maybe all in head)

I think I do have a point in this blog and here it is (before I loose my train on though)....No matter how close your frinds may be when you have family remember they are your family for life!!

I hope this makes sense even in my own head!!!

time will come

You know I was hoping at this point I would have some kind of revelation...Some big answer to my questions but I am learning it does not work that way (well sometimes it does). To know the will of God takes time, takes prayer and takes just well....listening!

At this time my desire is to know the heart of God....And all I can do is spend time in the word, in prayer, fellowshipping with other beleivers to encourage. Do not get me wrong I do not believe in dropping you "non christian" friends because in the end they need God as much as I do.