The weekend is here

So today my oldest daughter went to Morro Bay with her youth group...I told her a few things before she left.....do not spend all your money and use the time to seek God. Pray read your bible....etc.

I desire God to do great things in the lives of my kids....use them to turn the world on its ear!!!

Hmmm...I wonder

Sometimes when I think about it...the moves has been difficult on me. In almost five years I made friends that I pray will last a lifetime.

When I went there I was part of a ministry called Homeward Bound that ended up right down the pisser. I do not know if it was the lack of supervision over the intern that started it....the lack of follow through with people that were apart of it...or it could be God really was not apart of it and we were working in our own vain and self righteous ambitions.

I know for myelf I gave up....gave up on God...other christians and the church. For some reason it was really easy to walk away.

I am tired of walking away from God

Heart for da' masses...

What do you do when you have a heart for people but it seems like you can not get your own life together...you want GOD to use you while at the same time you want GOD to change you.

Listen I am not peter, paul or stephen....I am Frankie. I desire to know GOD - I desire to breakthrough my sin - Sometimes it is easier to give up and live like the rest of the world but that is not what I want....I want GOD to use me to change the rest of the world.

Tomorrow I am meeting with the leader of YFC here in Dinuba to talk about doing a show and during our conversation today I understand his point of view....his concern is this "Where is Jesus in it?". Truth is it is a vialble point and my goal is to get a few bands together who have a heart for Christ and a desire to share the Gospel.....Man its crazy to begin to desire what GOD wants and not what I want when it comes to sharing the gospel.

Ah Crap

So I thought I had something to say but turns out I really don't.....I am bored, broke and out of work still. I got up went to church with in laws and watched football....Have not been out with others in some time....Nothing interesting going on!!

Easier Said Then Done...

There are days you just don't want to get up for church or read or even pray. There are days you just want to not really care because it's easeier to live life that is complacent to what is going on...

I wish I could say that I have it figured out...that all the things needed in life to serve GOD came easy to me but they don't.

I guess thats why this walk straight and narrow......makes the journey a little more difficult

Never look down on them because of there youth..

So today was "youth Sunday" at DCC. The kids did a good job. As I sat there and watched the kids lead worship and do their skit all I could do is ask God that he begin to change the hearts of these kids so that they are lead to seek God.....Seek the Holy Spirit and seek the face of Christ.

Dinuba is a small town....It is one of those towns that if every kid started leading their friends to Christ there would be a firestorm of revival that could spread to the outter communities....It would be amazing!!

Thats it for now.

Home Sweet Home....sort of

So I am now back in California and living with my in-laws which is not a bad thing....I just need to find a church of my own. DCC is not a bad church just not where I belong. I don't know, I do know I need to find something